Can I wake you up?

When things feel utterly rubbish and depressing and I am sad etc, music is one of the things that automatically makes me forget about the bad bits and reminds me that things are good. The Twilight Saga : Eclipse Soundtrack, for example, is an example of a compilation of amazing songs that can make me feel amazing after one beat of the first song. At the moment, I have a few albums that do this for me.
The Twilight Saga : Twilight , New Moon and of course, Eclipse.
The True Blood Soundtrack.
Band of Skulls - Baby Darling Dollface Honey. (Some unbelievably brilliant songs on this album, it is a must listen.)

I love music. I always have and I always will.

I played my guitar for the first time in months today. My fingers are very painful but it is worth it. I might go play piano later to. Who knows? I miss playing music and I wish I kept up with it because I suck at it.

I wish I was back at Rockness, seeing some of my favourite artists. That is something else that makes me uncontrollably happy ; seeing live music. There is just something magical about it. It makes me want to make music. I won't be seeing anyone for a while, I don't think. The only thing I have planned is Paramore in November. Exciting.

I just re-read all of the True Blood books. They are just like music for me. Somewhere to escape when this world seems so disastrous. This may sound strange since the life Sookie leads is pretty disastrous and must make me feel worse but it doesn't. I wish I lived in her world. With the vampires, the Weres, the shapeshifters, the witches and wiccans, the fairys and the telepaths. What a world it is! I get completely engrossed into the books. When I am reading them they are all I can think of and when I finished all ten I felt at a complete loss. I felt lonely. So, I began re-reading Breaking Dawn from the Twilight Saga. True Blood is definatly my favourite out of the two now but I will always love the Twilight books and I had forgotten just how exciting Breaking Dawn is! I cannot wait for Eclipse, the movie. I am hoping that the cinema in Lanzarote will be showing it. I do not care if it is in Spanish! I will know what they are saying.

I need this holiday that is only seven sleeps away. I think we all do. It is going to be so nice. A whole two weeks of family ; mum, dad, brother, aunty, uncle, cousin and Liam. Two weeks straight with Liam. Just what I need. Plus, the food is always amazing, the sun will be bright, the drink will be . . . expensive but worth it, the beaches beautiful and the craic will be flowing.

Yes.