Dilemma Number One Million.

I am trying to decide my future. There are so many wonderful possibilities out there but which one is for me? There is so much that I would like to, I want to try a bit of everything. But, for today I have narrowed it down to two choice. I have wonder about both these things many times over my lifetime, so I haven't just thought them up today.

Radio DJ or Police Woman?

I would like thoughts and feelings. A little feedback from my peers. Tomorrow my choices will be completely different, I am betting. I am far too indecisive. Choices that are going to effect the rest of my life are going to be tricky. In most situations I am more likely to choose the decision that is more likely to end my life.

Being a police woman would be really exciting. Well, depending on where I lived but I really want to be an investigator lady. Solving crime, most of the time. I think I am just addicted to crime programs. I watched the first episode of Castle today, maybe that is why. Nathan Fillion, a man to make any woman smile. Just me? I do love Firefly and Serenity, that is why. As soon as I watch House, I will want to become a diagnostician. Hmmm, not smart enough.

Then, I have being a radio dj. I love music, I always have and I most always will and again, I have been listening to the radio today so that may be why I have chosen this. It seems like so much fun though! I would have a few people breaking there there radios just to never hear me again however. I do hate my voice too. 'I really really really hate that to myself, my voice sounds fine but as soon as I hear a recording, I want to shoot myself in the head. It is awful. How do people put up with it?!

I would love to do something in music or television or movies, something like that. It has always interested me and I have always loved singing and acting. Pretty shite though. Gutted. HEY! As soon as Darroch gets in at the BBC, I could bribe him to get me a job! Sorted.

I have so much homework to do. I feel like just quiting school. I quit.