17 March 2010

If I Fall, If I Die


I have the most mental of all the mental dreams. Seriously. I had a dream the other night that I was swimming in the sea but i was looking up at my face and I was Declan from Neighbours. Then, I was being chased by this deranged sting ray beast. I swam and swam and swam until I reached shallow waters where there was jaggy coral and it re-opened one of my scars. I think that is what I am fearful of in real life. I knew that I was a teeny bit worried but nothing to the extreme of my dream. The cut was all flappy.
Eugh.
I am scared to get back into things, just in case I make things worse. In case I put myself back into hospital. I know that that is pretty much impossible, of course, well, for the reasons I was in before anyway. But I am a hypochondriac. I cannot help it.

On a lighter note, I had a dream that I was preggers but I couldn't remember how it happened. Now, that one was because I was watching 16 and Pregnant. However, they knew exactly how they got pregnant.

I cannot remember the ones that I had last night. Even after I said to myself 'Remember your dreams!'. Rubbish.

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