Gleek.

Today, has been a good day. Mostly.

I got up early so I could get ready to go to Easter Study at school. As I was leaving my house I spotted a parcel on my back step. It had been teared open slightly. It also had blood on it. I began to panic, thinking what the france!? I ran upstairs and asked my brother if he was bleeding. He was not receptive. Then, I woke my dad up and he went out to see it where we found that it had gone. The parcel had gone. I think I went mad.

However, I drove to school. I stalled twice but hey ho, I am pleased with my progress because of all my practice yesterday. I did about one page of work in the whole five hours that I was at psychology study. I was instead coerced into watching Trololo, Best Bloopers of some fishing program ( Ohh Nelly!) and other various best bits from movies.

I then invited myself into town with Duncan and Calum Macleod. After dragging them through some shops in the Eastgate, we got a bus to the retail park where we bought tickets to see Green Zone, went to Burger King - I hadn't had one since Saturday! When I also had a Macdonalds - Tescos, met up with Stephen, movie time!

I really enjoyed the movie, as I do most movies. I thought there might of been more to it, like there was something else to happen but I liked it. I like Matt Damon.

After getting Stephen passport photos at the train station, in which he looked pretty solid, we caught the quarter past eight bus home to Drum with Cameron. It was a larff.

My scars have been hurting today and they haven't for quite a while now. It was kind of worrying me but I realised that this must be something to with them healing inside. It hurt to laugh. I laugh a lot.

My movie of the day is going to be Enchanted because I loves it. I have recently started to watch it again. When I get into a movie I watch it every night for a week or two until I find something else and then I repeat back. I remember forcing Liam to watch it one night and then kindly falling asleep. I really do love this film.

Well, it is back to school tomorrow until one. Then, I have my first shift back at work! I really hope it isn't too busy. I am excited though, to see everyone again and to get the moulah rolling in again.

Thank you for a lovely day! Sleep tight.

OH YEAH! PS. I am entering a contest from E4 to win a walk on part in GLEE! Hells yes.

Go On, Go On, Go On.

You know that I love my home and where I live, I truly do but I want to get away for a while.

I have always wanted to travel the world and now I am getting older I can see that dream in a not so distant future, hopefully. I just wish it was now.

I would love to go to Japan. If I did, I think it would have to be with my dad because he was the one that introduced me to some of the wonders that come from Japan. For example, Manga and Anime. And also because he wants to go too.
Then, I would love to re-visit Rome and I would go with my mum because I think she loves this place more than she loves me. I love it more than I love me so it is all good. I miss Rome, a lot. It was an unbelievable place and I would love to experience its wonders again and I know if I go with my mum it will be a little bit more chilled than the last time!
As for the rest of the world, I want to see it with Liam and my friends. Having the same memories as the people you are going to spend the rest of your life with is a wonderful thought.

If I had the money I think that I would be on a plane right now to somewhere warm, just for a little lie on a quaint little beach for a couple of hours. Peace and solitude for a little while sounds blissful, does it not?
Hiding in my room will have the same effect I am sure.

The next time I plan to go away is on the 4th of July with my family and Liam. Lanzarote, again. I have already been twice! Geez. I can't wait though. I do love it there. Not sure how I will like it when it is heaving though. I just want to go to the big aquarium that is there. One thing I will not be doing is going back to Timanfaya National Park. It was good, but I seriously thought that I would get to look into a big volcano and see all the lave etc. I was let down! Oh well.

Anyone want to walk me up to the pharmacy? Or just go for me? Cheers.
I don't really like doing things by myself, going places anyway. I will need to get used to independence. I am almost an adult. Only eight months or so. Crazy stuff.

P.S. I am eternally grateful.

I just wanted to say thank you to everyone who has helped me through the last couple of months. Without you all, my friends and family, I think I probably would of fallen to pieces.

You are amazing people and I love you with all of my heart.
Even you Angus :)

If I Fall, If I Die

I have the most mental of all the mental dreams. Seriously. I had a dream the other night that I was swimming in the sea but i was looking up at my face and I was Declan from Neighbours. Then, I was being chased by this deranged sting ray beast. I swam and swam and swam until I reached shallow waters where there was jaggy coral and it re-opened one of my scars. I think that is what I am fearful of in real life. I knew that I was a teeny bit worried but nothing to the extreme of my dream. The cut was all flappy.
Eugh.
I am scared to get back into things, just in case I make things worse. In case I put myself back into hospital. I know that that is pretty much impossible, of course, well, for the reasons I was in before anyway. But I am a hypochondriac. I cannot help it.

On a lighter note, I had a dream that I was preggers but I couldn't remember how it happened. Now, that one was because I was watching 16 and Pregnant. However, they knew exactly how they got pregnant.

I cannot remember the ones that I had last night. Even after I said to myself 'Remember your dreams!'. Rubbish.

Long Time No See.

My last post was in September last year, oh emm geesus. So, I thought I would write something new, since I am really rather bored. Well, I am watching True Blood Series One and i am currently reading Book Two : Living Dead In Dallas, again. I truly am an addict.
I think that I would actually give anything to be in True Blood. Anything. I adore it.

I hate feeling like this, being sore. Having operations ruins quite a lot for a while. I am probably going to fail school again! And can you believe that I have actually started to want to exercise, me, exercise, it is crazy but I can't because of my belly. Gutted.

I want to go away. Somewhere warm. Drum is starting to depress me. Blah.

Back to good ole Sookie Stackhouse :)