i watched Son of Rambow yesterday.
it was really funny and so sad.
i cried quite a bit.
i most definatly recommend it.


i also watched the first episode of Dollhouse.
what an amazing series thats gonna be!
i love how it has Katya from Neighbours in it!

feeling a bit down.
failing exams.
arguments of some sort.
busy working.
i just dont feel right.

a great day.

the funnest night.

Loser <3

diy-ers.
yes, jean michel, the thing is disturbing!
smoked salmon sandwich, my lunch.
my tattoo by jm.


im having a wonderful day.
spent most of it at my work, drawing pictures and tattoos with Jean Michel and talking away to everyone (:
i now have a tattoo of a game boy on my hand.
pictures later :D
Benjamin made me a lovely sandwich and put a note on it saying Loser <3
he is kind to me.
cant wait to get my tattoo, spiderman (Y)
im wearing my brand new calculator tshirt from topman, i adore it.

:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

ODL.

revision?
for losers.
revision in the sun?
for the cool kids.
off out after this song i think.
Radiohead-15 Steps.
im happy im not a loner today, tres heureuse (:

loves.

adv higher, int 2, higher performance students.
jon, cameron and megan.

paton, claire, megan and kim.


sad to see them go.
gonna miss them :(
gonna miss all the leavers, lots and lots.

man, i love college.

and i love drinking.

asher roth - i love college.

bit of awesome.

yesterday, i didnt bother with school.
stayed home, slept in, went out in the sun.
Liam and myself went to Inverness to get a Burger King, it was amazing.
then he took me to The Islands cos ive never been before.
they were lovely.
we read Glamour magazine.
when we got back to town, we got a MacDonalds. :D
my arteries are going to fail me soon, i can feel it.
had a beautiful evening with my boy.

today, slept in, ooops.
went into school, sat in english on my own singing along to my music while, without my knowing, Jamie Mackay was listening :
found everyone hiding from me down the shop.

just watched a few episodes of The Menatlist.
Simon Baker is unbelievable, perfect for the character.
and rather pretty if i may say.
:)

fencing.

my last couple of days have been utterly wonderful.

friday :
in music, i spent the last lesson with my performance only boys, Jon and Cameron.
listened to Jon playing the drums with hand. awesomeness.
then went and had a wee party.

maths = ridiculous.
work?!?! dont think so somehow.
i did like two questions and spent most of my last lesson, with Angus, Paul and Ross.
gonna miss them, in maths anyways, cos they are funny.

double french, Brother Bear, tears, petite filous, croisants and pain au chocolat things.
(Y)(Y)
im not going to miss doing french.
soz.

lunch :|
got a tad soaked by the leavers who had armed themselves with water guns and balloons.
got attacked, by Carls rock of a water balloon which didnt burst and PePes mental water gun in my face.
knocked off my hat into a muddy puddle, :(

english and histoy were alright.
just sat about. watched Taming of the Shrew, talked.

after school is when my life got amazing.
i met up with Liam and we went to town.
TO SEE STAR TREK!
and oh my fucking god.
AMAZING.
i really liked it.
loved every character.
and every second of it.
KIM from Home and Away was in it.
well, im just about to look it up but im pretty darn sure it was him.
also, in Wolverine im sure the guy who was going to marry Sally, the headmaster of Summer Bay High guy, was one of the lumber jack men.
go see Star Trek. right now.
just go.
Liam stayed, it is so lovely being able to wake up next to him.

but he made me late for work, i slept in.
worked.
went home and got myself ready for going out.
Happy 17th to my Puffin Romy, on saturday.
we went to Pizza Express, Romy, Ashley, Sianan and myself.
it was so nice.
then to see Star Trek.
yes, a second time and it was so much better!

Liam stayed at mines again.
slept till about three the next day :D
i love long lies.

Sang Real.

i watched The DaVinci Code the other night, for the first time.
i really liked it.
i will need to watch it again to grasp everything though, texting distracted me through most of it.

im going to see Star Trek tomorrow :D

i was off school again this morning, but i trudged my way down in the rain to do my history nab.
paper two, Cold War stuffs.
Vietnam War -1963 to 1973.
Czechoslovakia (Prague Spring) - 1968.
Berlin Crisis - 1961.
i think i did better than i expected.
the picture question took me a while and i didnt know how to answer it properly.
then four and five, were rushed and disgustingly done.
i finished like ten seconds before time was up!

(yn)

tremble for my beloved.

i had the best feeling ever tonight.

the one when you look at the person you love, think back to when you wished you could find your Edward Cullen or your Romeo and you realise something.

that this person, this person that you love, is better than anyone you ever wished for and you know that you could never want anyone else.
you feel safe with them, you feel at home, you feel loved and in love.

this is the feeling i felt tonight.

i have the best feeling ever.

New Moon.

It was a crippling thing, this sensation that a huge hole had been punched through my chest, excising my most vital organs and leaving ragged, unhealed gashes around the edges that continued to throb and bleed despite the passage of time. Rationally, I knew my lungs must still be intact, yet i gasped for air and my head spun like my efforts yielded me nothing. My heart must have been beating, too, but i couldn't hear the sound of my pulse in my ears; my hands felt blue with cold. I curled inward, hugging my ribs to hold myself together. I scrambled for my numbness, my denial, but it evaded me.
And yet, I found I could survive. I was alert, I felt the pain-the aching loss that radiated out from my chest, sending racking waves of hurt through my limbs and head-but it was manageable. I could live through it. It didn't feel like the pain had weakened over time, rather that I'd grown strong enough to bear it.

sniffle sniffle.

Coraline by Neil Gaimen.

unbelievable, to say the least.
i have trully fallen in love with this book and i am really looking forward to the movie.
especially as it is a Henry Selick and Tim Burton.
but is it Tim?
i do not know.

i wish i was a girl like Coraline.
someone who is brave and strong.
who can be faced with any dilemma and have the brains and wit to get through it.
someone who gets to go on adventures.
disturbing but amazing adventures.

i want :
a talking cat to help me out.
a stone that shows me hidden souls.
a door to lead me to a different world.
to be smart.

i wish i was Coraline Jones.

i'm drowning in my sleep.

i should be doing homework.




on saturday, i dont remember what i did during the day :/
sat about probs.
but my evening was exciting.
i went to see Wolverine with my dad and brother.
it was extremelly awesome.
cried like four times!
then, i met up with Liam, Angus and Paul.
spent most of that time being made fun of then ending up seeing Wolverine again :D
was pretty chuffed tbh, i love it.
came home, had a very eventful time on the bus and a charming talk with Paul and Liam before going back to mines with my love.
sunday, i was in my bed till five in the evening when i got up, went to work, then came home with Liam (:
today, i watched Meet the Spartans, ate some food, watched Twilight, sobbed for a bit then listened to some music.

exciting?
didnt think so.

i like radiohead.
cannot believe i just said that.





give me a hug?

i'm not a war machine.

it is half eight on thursday 30th april morning.
romy and myself are sitting in inverness train station, waiting for jason, choppz and rachel to appear.
when i get a phone call off of jason himself.
'em, im so sorry megan, even more so cos i was being cocky earlier about it, but i forgot your train tickets.'
what!?!?!?!
i wanted to beat the crap out of that boy.
when he arrives at the train station with a straight face asking if i wanted to go buy some tickets, ten minutes before the train departed.
i storm over when he tells me that he cant do this anymore, of course he has the bloody tickets.
he has been to more gigs than i have had hot meals.

the train to glasgow went rather quick.
i love trains.
we arrive at like half one ish, check in at the travelodge isnt till three!
we wander about, get stopped by a lovely man trying to get jas to buy a subway card thing, ending up in macdonalds for over an hour, watching jason attack three mcchicken sandwiches squashed together and choppz munching on two big macs together.
awesomeness.

we then check in and romy and my room, room 110, is teeny but cosy i suppose.
we crack open our voddy and irn bru, and make our way to 123, where the party was at.
i then proceed to drink most of a large bottle of magners to myself, while playing have you ever?
i must say that i have never to a lot of things, ahaha.

we leave about seven, half seven, after my parents had tried to contact me but i never heard it, didnt want to dare try phoning them back, wondering where the france the abc is.
we found it eventually, two minutes down the road.
we get in and buy merchandise.
my beautiful black top with red and white that says Be Human Fightstar [need to buy that album, gutted i never got it before] with jaegermeister on the back (Y)
i love it.

then we heard some of Incase of Fire who were alright.
but the main attraction, FIGHTSTAR, followed shortly.
and they were unbelievable.
fuck me, i was in love.
Charlie, just oh my god, reminded both Romy and myself of Liam :)
they played amazingly.
was singing my lungs to death, bopping away.
poor choppz though, getting attacked by a shoe.
and jason, being killed in the pit.

after leaving the abc, we made out way back to the hotel for some more boozing, of course.
finished off another big bottle of magners, the rest of the vodka, a bottle of sidecick, a bottle of cactus jacks and at least half a bottle of archers.
i didnt spew once :D
others did though :P but felt much better because of it.
it was so much fun.
listening to music, chatting away.
fighting with the boys, im pretty pleased with the way i handle choppz, a swift scratch to the arm.
im now nicknamed Wolverine (:
tried to do some handstands, wacked my leg of the seat, was agony.
Rach and me did some roly polys, on and off the bed, along the floor, was great!
i was very happy to meet her, i heard so much about her, she is lovely (:
got tipped off a seat backwards by jason, was sore :'(
tried to get him back but he is stronger then me.
i love to annoy him though, moving his perfectly placed headbandm biting his arm (Y) fun times.
romy then started passing in and out of conciousness, very tired.
so while finishing off the m&ms, cheddar and onion mccoys and cactus jack bottle, romy, jason and myself thought we would give the lovebirds some privacy, got to room 110 and passed out as soon as.
took some pretty pictures first.
my bessies a twat!

sleeeeeeeeep.

the next day, i woke up drunk.
i hate that.
got up eventually, showered, got dressed and ready, watched 4music, refused to say housekeeping in a funny voice and was forced out into the rain to farmfoods to buy toothpaste.
left to wander round glasgow centre, hungover like nothing else, tried to eat chicken nuggets but really couldnt, changed into jeans, felt a bit better.
shopped in the biggest hmv's i have ever eveeer been in!
spent lots of money, got on the train home.
it was an alright journey, bit of banter.
woken up by a slap, shat myself, to jason screaming, ITS SNOWING, when the guy that was sharing a table with us replied, i think its blossom mate.
AHAHA, gutted Jas.
if it was snow, i would of shot myself.

got home, ate a greggs sausage roll, yum, went to bed and watched most of The Little Vampire and fell asleep by eleven.

my trip was the best ever.
my teachers can go fuck themselves if they think i give a shit about what they think.

watched School for Scoundrels this morning, it was freaking awesome, i loved it.
back in bed, watching James and the Giant Peach.
:) good times.