i miss you already.

im off to Berlin in the morning.
you may think im rubbing it in your faces but im really not.
its going to fucking amazing, i know.
im off with some of my best friends but i hate that i am leaving some behind.
im going to miss yous these next five days.
i wont even start to explain how much i am going to miss Liam.
madly, is a good start.
but better times that madly by about, four million id say.
if not more.
and my family!
think i may even miss Sam, just a wee bit.

and the children, laugh until my head comes off, swallow till i burst.

its ridiculous how much i am in love with this song now.
Calico Horses version obv.
Angus, uo for singing this while we are away?
aye, thought as much :D

i am sorry, well, not really tbh but anyways, that my blogs do not have any meaning to them.
i just like to rant sometimes.
i like to write down absolute nonsense about my dull life.
i do wish i could write about meaningful things but i cant.
achh.

i agree with you though, Joe.
money is everything.
im sixteen years young and money is a pretty big thing.
not everything atm as that is taking up by someone but im dreading the day that it becomes everything.

anywhooooo.
off to watch the Skins finaleee.
ohhhh, hope its good.

go leave me something nice on bebo or myspace, if you know mines, if not on here, for when i get back.
yeahhh (: cools like this, like.

love yaaaaaa's.
x

cup o' tea, Father?

4oD is awesome for re-watching all the programmes i love.
i.e. Father Ted.
i am in love with Dougal. (:

What do you call a donkey with three legs?
A wonkey!

how amazing are the jokes on wotsit packets?!
pretty darn amazing!


i went to the doctors today.
i have pulled a muscle between my ribs.
got this gel that smells like lavender to put on it.

last day of school tomorrow, chuffed!

two sleeps!

kings of convenience.

i am currently listening to them for the second time and i can already say that i really like them.
this song is a remix, I Dont Know What I Can Save You From (Royksopp Remix).
its really pretty.
might make them my bebo video.

pretty uneventful day tbh.
but if i did learn one thing that would be to never down a glass of wine while ive got a foamy rennies in my mouth!
beware kids, doesnt sound pleasant.
the most wonderful picture i have ever taken.


three sleeps.

still, i adore the taste of rain.

The Dykeenies were immensely wonderful this evening.
i had an awesome night watching them.
i hadnt really listened to them before apart from the odd song here and there.
getting Stitches blasted in my ear while im sorely hungover and trying to sleep.
i love you for it Romy (:
think im falling in love with the band, their amazing songs and gorgeous accents ;)
deffoz getting some of their music.

Alto Elite were also really good!
i recognised them from something else.
i think they played at Twin Atlantic . . . or maybe Attack! Attack!
dunnoooo.
but they were really good.
i love the guy on keys, miam.
the guy on drums almost got made love to by Jason, he was rather tempted.

the first girl who played, Pearl was it?
she was a bit same old same old, sounding rather like Kate Nash but was all the same, awesome.
she played some semi-acoustic guitar and i few songs on the good ole uke.
pretty darn snazzy.

all in all, its been a great evening.
i got to see my :bl, Ashaleeee before i go to Berlin, very happy :D
got loadsa new stickers for my MacDonalds Monopoly board.
got any you dont want, pass them my way :D

just one more for this evening.

[the middle one is my favourite of him, classic.]
this is me and my brother, Samuel.
i prefer to call him gayboy, Samwise or just Sam.
he is my worst enemy.
and a brilliant friend :)

he means the world to me, this boy does.
he lets me moan to him and all he does is pretend to strangle himself and makes me laugh.

he can be a right wanker sometimes but i really do not give him credit for all the wonderful stuff he does do.

thank you bruva, i love you masses.
x

blah blah blah.

well well well.
it seems that people do not like my blog so much.
i couldnt really give a fuck if no one likes what i write on here.
i write it for me and sometimes for my friends or people close to me.
dont read it if you dont like it.
my life is boring, i suck, but oh well.
build a bridge and get over it.


fuck! i had the perfect movie of the day but i cant remember it for the life of me.
i was thinking about it in the shower today.
hmmmm, i dunno.
i despise it when i forget what i am going to say.



im dying for some magners right now :/

does this mean that im not alone?

stuck in my head, its an awesome song (:
he should come back to Rockness to see me.

to my weird dream ;
loads of us were in schuh and we were in the back room and it had a bed in it.
so Ashley, Romy and myself were lying in the bed, sharing out a galaxy caramel when Heather comes in.
she doesnt seem best pleased with me.
so i go out to the main shop to talk to Liam and he is upset too because seemingly him and Heather used to go out and she wasnt happy that me and Liam are going out.
oh deary me.

Happy Mothers Day :)

im really happy atm.
ive missed these kind of days.
just lazing with my friends.
i have missed this, i have missed Ashley.

i cant wait to put my new poster up :)

the good old days :D

so, my saturday has been unbelievably wonderful already.
but there is more to come :)

i went to town with Romy, Liam, Duncan, Calum and Angus.
then we bumped into none other but the amazing Ashley.
and we bought food from Marks and Spencers then walked to Whin Park.
we ran about like lunatics and its was fun.

it was another gorgeous day, sunny as.

i am currently at Ashley's house with Romy.
chatting away, having a ball.


bring the bitching Angus.
just you try it.

freaky dreams.

the other night i had a nightmare.
which is very unusual because i have a dream catcher.
go ahead and laugh, i dont care but i believe in them and ever since i got this one, i like never get bad dreams.
but then i did and it has totally thrown me.
someone has tampered with my dreambcatcher.
bet it was Jason, the wee bastard :P

i was at work and the lights had gone again, like the other week when Drum had a power cut and i was going about doing my job and people kept holding out their arms and holding me back and it wasnt pleasant. then, i had my phone out for the light and this american guy came up and tried to take it from me and i was like, sorry sir but thats mine, you cant have that, sorry, please!
then it kind of skipped to me lying in my bed but it was kind of like i wasnt in my body. it felt so real, it was like i just hadnt fallen asleep at all. but, i was like paralysed and in pain and i could feel someone else moving on my bed and it was really freaking me out. so then i like sink back into my body and i can feel something at the bottom of my bed and can feel its sharp teeth on my toes, [ahh, its making me shiver just thinking about it].
after this i woke up, but it was one of those ones when it feels like you were never asleep. and i sat bolt upright and i remember that in my dream i was tryng to call my mum cos i was scared so then i almost called her when i woke up aswell. i just texted instead and got lovely replies which made me feel so much better :)
i was terrified to go back to sleep though.




couple of nights ago though, i had a dream that someone was pulling Martyns lucious curly hair out.
good times.

scramble my eggs up.

now, that < is what i call a nice day, wish i was still there.
my internet wasnt working yesterday, weird it was.
so i will do my blog today, fill ya's in, on my boring wee life.

yesterday was alright i suppose.
cant really remember what happened.
but i went to school afterwards, saw loadsa town mates around.
went and got my hair cut too, really not sure about it though :/
its mega thin and its scaring me cos i have thick hair :(
then hanging about and met up with my gorgeous :bl, whom i miss madly.
home to see my love :)
yup, thats right, my love.
it was a funny night, looking in my memory box.
good times (:

im so happy the sun is back :)
had my shades on, skirt yesterday and shorts today.
up yours Mr Smith, my shorts are awesome ;)

been writing poems in english and i have really enjoyed it.
mines isnt too good but it was on the Highlands, didnt have much to say.
jokes, i actually love living up here.
it has been brilliant :)
pretty much my whole growing up has taken place up here and im chuffed with the life ive had.
aussi, top marks for my poetry nab :D
get in!

anyone up for Whin Park tomorrow?
hells fucking yes.

I Want Candy.

i give up.
people can never just be happy for you, eh?!
today has been pretty rubbish.
par a few funny moments here and there.
good english lesson and good times with Becca after school.
apart from that, ive been pretty fucking raging.
so if you dont like it, kindly fuck off.

:@

i hate how i get so angry these days.
i used to just keep it to myself but now, i just cant.
people must know! LOL.

got a bottle of coke and one of fanta for £1.60
chuffed as punch i was :)

oh your a silly girl.

things feel a tad crazy at the moment.
been feeling like i havent had a moment to think.
even though that is a blatant lie but you know what i mean?
ten days till im off to Berlin with my history class.
its going to be completely and utterly beast.
i cant wait to get away for a bit.
and to add another city to my small list of travel.
getting my hair cut on thursday.
any ideas you may have for me are very much welcome, roll them in.
im being told, not asked, that i am going to see the Dykeenies next week aswell.
i dont mind though, they are good.
so if you are going, let us know and ill come say hi :)

now onto the news that is making my heart palpatate with joy.
Romy ordered our Fightstar tickets last night.
fucking right.
will leave for Glasgow on Thursday 30th April, come home on Friday 1st May.
two days off of school (Y)
going on a choo choo train :D

my life feels perfect at the moment.
well, apart from doing utter shite in school.
but im not complaining because i couldnt really give a fuck right now.
i need to sort my attitude out.
ive never been so bad.
i have changed.
but so has school so, it goes both ways.

anyone else get tescos own cola?
tastes rank.
but i still drink it.

id really like to start sorting things out for summer.
i want to go away, only to like Edinburgh for a night.
or our simply awesome idea of camping at Big Sands in the mighty Gairloch.
anyone with me?

The Fratellis - Costello Music + Black Eyed Peas - Elephunk : i have severelly missed these albums.
got them on my iPod, not listened to them in yonkers.



wonder what Angus will make fun of next?
hmmm.

your leaving me breathless.

right, this is the third freaking time ive attepted this freaking blog and i cant seem to get my words right.
so im going to waffle, Megan style.

my weekend has been unbelievable.
i got into an eighteen! get it up all you's who have put my childish looks down!
it was Watchmen that i went to see, and oh my fucking god.
i have no words to explain to you how amazing this was.
just go see it.
but before you go, read it.
i went with Sianan and Romy and had a gosh darned good time with them, as always :)
then up to the Davs for a social gathering.
magners and edam ftw.
dont say anything Angus.
got to fall asleep in the arms of my love, im happy.
i enjoyed annoying people, cough cough Romy, with our kisses.
made me laugh a lot.
this morning :D

work was good too.
catching the craic with Hannah, good times.

then off to Clouds for some Le Diner de Cons.
funny funny movie.
deffoz watch it.
also La Haine.
meaning, Hate.
very good movie.
wait, did i talk about this in my last blog?
probs but oh well, dont care.

thirsty as fuck atm.
and got so much fudging homework to do.
it can all go fuck itself.

Paramore - I Caught Myself.
i love it, the band is awesome, the soundtrack it is on, is awesome.
some of the lyrics are aaaaaaaaawesome.
listen to it (:

come back to me.

yesterday, i went to the pictures.
which i love love love to do, im always happy when im going to see a new movie.
but Liam just made it a hundred times better :)

the movie was incredible.
'The Young Victoria' is a must see for anyone who loves history or is a fan of love.
or even just a good movie, because this was awesome.

i loved it so much.
it was another movie like Atonement for me.
just something so unbelievable that you cant get out of your head for hours.

a movie that will stay with me, always.
because of the emotion it brought to me.
i cried for ages.

but also because it is the first movie that my sweets and me have been to see at the cinema.
it was a grand day.
i really enjoyed myself love, thank you.

onto exciting stuff.
Happy 17th Birthday Kirsty :)
Happy 18th Birthday Ben :)

hope yous both have a wonderful day.
and enjoy your ages.
love yous both lotsss :D

i bought a fucking gateau.

black forest.

do do dooo doo do.

skins is on, yeeeeaaah.
watchmen tomorrow (yn), yeeeeaaah.
with someone amazing, :D yeeeeeeeeeeaaaah.

my life is good.

today, the movie of the day is the Princess Bride.
it reminds me of my dad and my childhood, which are wonderful thoughts.
i hate how my dad works away, it really does suck.
anyways, the movie is awesome.

'My name is Inigo Montoya. You killed my father. Prepare to die.'

pure brilliance, in a nutshell.
its so funny.
makes me laugh anyways.

life is wonderful.
people are wonderful.
and everything is looking up for me.
i just wish i had more time to spend with people.
i dont seem to have time to do anything these days, or any days for that matter.
sixteen days till i go to Berlin.
beer halls here we come :D
i despise beer, bleugh, ill drink it none the less though.

smiling.

:)

you are my sunshine (:

who makes me happy, when the skies are grey or blue or yellow or any colour or any weather.
thank you.

x

yer a right laugh pal.

Movie of this fine Day.
is this amazing piece of work.
it tugs on all your strings, humour and heart.
Colin Farrell does an awesome job, he wins my award for amazingness today.
half the cast of Harry Potter are in it though!
'argh, a bottle *smacks a women in the face*'
funny as fuck.

had a pretty uneventful weekend, it must be said.
worked, slept, spent time with ma famille, ate, texted, computered, music'd and homeworked it up.

downloading 4OD atm, so i can catch up with Skins, missed so much :(

dreading the doctors tomorrow, i cant deal with pain.
fucking wart :@

belated.

Happy Birthday Carl :D.
hope you had a lovely day.
and your party was fucking beast xD


catch up time.
well, there is nothing to catch up on tbh.
i missed skins, AGAIN, on thursday.
i dont mind because each time its due to someone love.

friday was a good good day.
school was alright.
Sianans was really fun, she made us cheesy pasta and garlic bread and it was yum yum yum.
then Carls party was awesome.
mingled abit, then spent most of it raving it out on the stage with anyone and everyone.

fellow bloggers (:
deffoz put a smile on my face.

im really glad i was allowed up on the stage, otherwise i might not of been able to see Lime (:
it will catch on, dont you worry.

i now have family up.
which is nice because i havent seen them in a while.
its been really long for us actually, i dont even remember when i last saw them.

d'you know what i love?
wearing sunglasses in the dark or when its cloudy and grey.
cos im cool like that.

Movie of the Day.



there is no way that i can displease my readers with this.
its one of everyones favourites.



oooh, just got a text (:

Movie of the Day.
next couple of days will be Tim Burton days.
if i remember.
when i was younger, before i live up here, i went to Cannich Chalet Park for a weekend holiday with some of my family and my best friends family.
and one night, we stayed in and watched the kiddies version of this and we were running about outside in the dark, wetting ourselves with fear that the Headless Horseman was loose in Cannich and on his way to get us!

i must say that this version is the best one.
Tim Burton is just a fantabulous man.
and Johnny Depp is also, unbelievable.

i cannot wait for Alice in Wonderland :)


two sleeps :D
dont think anyone who was at history after school will be able to sleep because of our sugar intake.
had like a million Wham bars each.
awesome.

Welcome to Mr G's room,

Movie of the Day.
please take off your shoes and find a place on the floor.

okay, so it's not a movie but it is too good to not do a blog on it.
been watching it today since the lovely Calum and Rory let me borrow it on dvd.
im in love with Jonah Takalua, it has to be said.
'puck you sir! i said puck you with a p!'
possibly one of the funniest things ever.

then there is the gorgeous Ja'mie.
what a bitch.

Mr G, there are no words to describe him.


so, been extremelly ill today.
came home from school.
good times, good times :)

last night was immense and i hope we can do it again :D

we just had a massive power cut in Drum, was crazy.
the whole of Drum was out and i got sent home from work cos like, no food could be cooked.
it was nice though, with all the candles.

Movie of the Day.
an hilarious tale of two guys getting high who get the munchies and decide to take this long journey to White Castle.
i love Kal Penn.
he is amazing in House, a very funny add to the team.
13 is my favourite though, she is hott ;)

uneventful day.
but sure to be a very eventful evening :)
cant wait.
i am hating the Scottish weather.
i want to run away.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qSLvcJ4I1mw

just because it says sorry in it.
i cant believe i can be such an idiot.
i really should learn to stop and thin before i do things.
im a twat.


Movie of the Day


if i can find it, i am buying it today on dvd.
because it is awesome and i love it.
very muchly.

going into town again today avec ma famille.
should be a good day.
then ill come home to homework and work though (N)
well, work will be good :)

people should text me :D