my friends.

right, sure everyone says that they have the bestest friends in the whole entire universe and sure, they are all correct in a sense but surely, no one else can have thee bestest friends in the whole entire universe because they are mines.

i just want to say, publicly, even though no one reads this, ahahaha, that i love yous more than anything, yous mean absolutely everything to me.
if it wasnt for yous i would be one big ball of depressed idiotness that ruins her life.

i had an amazing time at your house on friday night Calum, even if thats were things went wrong for me, because it was the people there that helped me feel better.
Calum, Calum, Rory, Aiden and Carl.
thank you.

and your texts last night Becca made me so happy, they made me feel like nothing else mattered because i had the best people around me everyday and i really was trully wanted by them and i am so gutted that i couldnt come to the movies and BK Lounge with you and Kirsty, i would of loved that but the long weekend is soon and i think a massssssive get together is in order (:
thank you so much.

Sianan and Romy.
i could actually cry right now thinking about how amazing you two are and how lucky i am to have yous as my best friends. yous kept me alive and kickin' yesterday, scarying me because i didnt realise yous were in my house, keeping me sane, taking me to the movies to see He's Just Not That Into You, which was an amazing movie but made me cry and feel a bit worse, ahaha, buying me a blt and a chocolate muffin, both yummy, allowing me to bully yous around in Vue, eg.Romy, when i almost pushed you flat on your face (: im sorry, but it was hilarious, Calum and Natty for lifting my spirits seeing yous, going to Borders and sitting in Starbucks for ages, drinking my mango and passionfruit frapppa, latte and strawberries and cream frapppa, gossipping and thinking of sneaky things for Berlin ;), then to tescos to pick a movie for our sleepover evening at my house, it had to be Step Up for only £3, then to check out fitty on checkout 28 hahaha, not really the real hottie on checkout 26, pwoahhhh, FAF, than having to run for the bus back into town but not really needing to because they people infront of us took forever!, than letting me go to Macdonalds to buy two Chicken McNugget Happy Meals, yum yum yum, to then get Trivial Pursuit as my toy, bit advanced for five year olds dont you think, anyways, then getting high fived by these two guys who thought we were the three prettiest girls they had seen in the whole of Inverness, good times (:, the guy then said outta two i got one, is that bad?, lets run!, then choosing the safest, no brightest way to go to the bus stop, eating my nuggets, which i think they gave me five instead of four, fucking ace!, getting on the bus, i was soo sleepy and who else gets on the bus, lovely Fernny (:, so we talked about parties, girls getting off with other girls and people spitting in eachothers mouths, nicccce, then when we got off in Drumnadrochit, soo pretty in the snow btw, for anyone who is reading this and hasnt seen it, we spent like forty five minutes in the shop choosing what to have for tea while arguing with Jay and talking to Carl, we eventually chose two packets of Marshalls Cheesey Pasta, which was nice but i was pretty full from my two Happy Meals which did make me very happy indeed, so Calum and Romy finished my pasta. When we got to my house, we sat about, talking, making tea and Calum comes round and we chat some more then get out jim jams on and go over to Calums to watch Step Up, where i fall asleep in a sleeping bag, occasionally waking up to Cal on the phone, apologising to me :/ ahahaha, then at five past twelve, Sianan, Romy and myself come back to my house, get into bed and sleep a lovely sleep, i hate being alone (:, then they leave at like nine or something, i dont know i was still asleep, sozz, and i sleep till three.
thank you, from the bottom of my heart, with everything i have, thank you.

because i am greedy, i wish that i could of seen Ashley and Kimilly yesterday aswell.
i miss yous so much.

and getting a bebo comment from Kirsty, calling me laaaaav, just makes me smile :D

yous are amazing and i most likely do not deserve people like yous.
i am so grateful for yous.
yous mean the world to me.

i love you all, more than life itself.
and everyone else who is in my life at some point or another, you all make my life so much better.

:')