déja vu.

i was going to write :
' i wish i was Bella. '
as the Title, but i could swear ive done that or seen that before :/

i always get deja vu's and they scare me sometimes.
im pretty sure the other day, i had deja vu of someone telling me the story that i had never physically heard before but im sure, if i remember right, that i knew what the story was going to be.
maybe im physcic.
how awesome would that be :D
id make people pay me lots of pennies for me to tell them their future.

would you?

c'mon.

im coming down, bring me up, take it off, lets just touch.


tomorrow will be fantabulous.
next weekend will be fantastic.
the long weekend will be wonderously wonderful :)

new sunnies, chuffed as.

adore.

Max Dennison?
yes please!



ahhhhh, tuuuubular.

pork and egg loaf.

the best food ever invented.



could eat a whole pack in a oner.

gutted like a fish.

i was, nicely, compared to a gorilla today in history.
just because i have hairy arms (N).




skins tonight, anyone?
YEAH.

Being Human.

i just watched episode one.
it was really good.
it is about a vampire, a werewolf and a ghost.
and they all live together.
haha, i make it sound rubbish but its not, its really funny but has real content in it aswell.
sunday at 9pm on bbc3.
im going to make sure it gets recorded.

i have given up on biology revision.
im going to fail whether i revise or not.
ill probs read some more in a while but i feel just so, whateva' about it (N).

going for a bath at eleven, i like to do things at nice times, like instead of going at 10:46, i would have to wait till 10:50.
and im going to read a chapter or two of The Ville Village.
almost done.
then onto, The Hostile Hospital, thats a good one.

i feel drained.
i want to get out and party and dance and have a laugh.

it feels like tragedys at hand.

Happy Birthday Louise (:

this is for you :D




Hannah - 'London scares me, there are so many different cultures.'
Romy - 'was there black people??'
Megan - 'Romy, there are black people in Inverness.'
Romy - 'well, i've never seen a black person before. I mean, are they even black?!'
Megan and Kimilly wet themselves from laughter.


i love Romy, she's one in a million.

i aint freakin'.

im just a bad boy, with a good reputation.

phone calls instead of revising?
yes please?
but your doing my nut in.

:D

these four books mean everything to me.
Bella's Lullaby ; i wish someone would write me a song like that.

ya hear!

maths prelim today.
paper one = failed.
paper two = a possible thumbs up.

english study period was very funny.
Sianan, Kimilly, Becca and myself, reminiscing about that wonderful party at Beccas.
ahahahaha.
although i did get laughed at for half the period, it was fun.
and i will go out on friday night.
and it will be succesful and fun.
(N).

i want to learn to play the song from that bank advert.
i want some nice food.
i want the new HTC HD phone.
i want my perfect bath ;)
i want juice.
i want gigs gigs and more gigs.

history prelim tomorrow, could anyone be less prepared than i am?
NO.

what if i said im not like the others?

marvelous day for a wedding.

you got it you got it.
some kind of magic.
hypnotic hypnotic.
your leaving me breathless.
true.


so, The Treaty of Versailles did infact play a large part in aiding the Nazi partys rise to power.
aswell as some other stuff.
history is growing on me.
i just want to learn about Russia again.
the Nazis are interesting though.
Hitler can fuck right off, SLAVS are the master race.

Mon' Serbia!

might be time for bedddddy byes soon.
well, to watch the Corpse Bride :)
ahhh, relaxation at its best.
but, i may do some maths revision.
top notch (Y)

fellow BrownCoat.

i miss Firefly, Serenity was good but i loved the programme. no one died.
but really i mean JoeBlogs. (it is really funny.)


dunnnnno how to become a follower of someone elses blogs :/
helps?

maths revision sucks, especially cos i have no calculator.
also, i forgot my formula bookmark thing.
rubbish.
history essay?
NAT.
french speaking?
hells no.
piano and singing?
maybe in a bit.

for just now, ill sit listening to the silence, since City and Colour have decided to stop.
think about all this work i should be doing.
turn on my iTouch and play some Underoath.
s'what makes me happy :)

Leningrad.

'and we were hoping, when we go to Berlin, that we can ask Sir to take us to see Lenin!'
the legendary Romy Beth Lyon :)

19th February 2009.

i hope i can go see The Maple State down in Glasgow.
(yn) that my parents will allow me.



i dont want to go back to school tomorrow.
prelims :/
not done anything that i should of.
im kinda screwed.
fuck it.

for a pessimist, im pretty optimistic.

i put my faith in you, so much faith and then you, just threw it away. (N)

Burns Night.

once, my family through the bestest Burns Night Supper, ever.
up in our old house.
was one of the funniest nights ever.
not this year.
though my Dad is making us haggis neeps and tatties :D mmmmm.






Stone, Malone, Ness and Wallace.
Legends.

bloggin it.

i shouldnt be trusted with a blog.
cos i will write, a whole bunch of shite on here, when im feeling crap.
then ill regret it but wont want to delete it cos i want people to see it!



ahahaha.
im a freak.

Angus, Thongs and Perfect Snogging.

immense film.
hott as fuck guys.
must say, got me so angry.
whos life goes like that?!
for certain not mines!
send any hottie who thinks being a nutta' is perfect, my way!
makes me well fed up.
:'( so unlucky with guys, i am.

shit.

kerfuffles.

saturday always equals a day for town.
and this saturday is town day for me and my brother.
we got all ready and headed to the bus stop.
waited for about an hour, still no bus.
luckily my dad came down and picked us up, i was freakin' freezing.
now im a home, on my laptop, in the warmth.
waiting for my dad to geeee us a lift (:

atrocious.

so, Big Brother, Ulrika won.
COOLIO man, i wanted you to win :(






i just watched this incredible movie.
scared the life outta me but yeah, SHIA I (L) YOU!





onto these guys.
Noel Feilding, i (L) you too.

do you feel safe?

The X-Certs, Paramore, Kids in Glass Houses, Fightstar, The Blackout, The Maple State, Underoath, Kanye West, Gym Class Heroes, Foo Fighters, Fall Out Boy.

these are just a few of the bands and solo artists that i want to see before my life is over.
there are many more.


i should be studying, doing some catch up work, cleaning my room, doing something other than listening to 'You Can't Put Two Houses On Mayfair' and writing this blog but what'cha gonna' do eh.
turns out that in numero uno, i didnt need to be worried, everything is good.
and im so happy for the boys (:


you ageing years make this town beautiful :)

songs that everyone should know.

Good God if this song leaves our lips.
if your work leaves our hands.
and we will be wonders and vagabonds.
they will stare and say how empty we are.
how the freedom we had turned us up as dead men.
let us be cold and make is weak.
let us because we hall have ears.
let us because we all have eyes, Good God.
how they knew that this would happen.
thye knew they knew that this would.
we're so run down.
Good God can you still get us home, Good God can you still get us home.
still get us home.
im not dreaming.
we're forgetting our forgivness.

im not scared but this is happening.
im not afraid but this is real, this real.
it all comes at once
from every single direction
this time, i'm not sleeping at all
how could this be real
i've failed you, i've failed you.
i was lying when i said, i was looking north.
i was too scared to show what i am.
bear with me, bear with me, this is all i have left.
this might be more than a simple conversation.
its been dancing around in my head.
for quite some time.
just the thought, of cleaning up myself
i stare at the wall, watching my time float away
its all been a blur and nothing will change
i was lying
this is defeat.

good morning.

nice sleeps i am hoping.
i certainly did, well, apart from waking up cos i couldnt breathe properly.

i had, the best dream!
ahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha.
my family and me, which includes COOLIO!, were trapped and kept hostage in this big building that was covered in lifts. then, our kidnapper lady like, dissed Coolios brother so he ran into her with a car so we could escape.
it was awesome.

when i woke up, i put this laptop straight on cos i had such an urge to listen to Lady GaGas - Just Dance.
good song.
also, Kevin Rudolfs - Let It Rock ft. Lil Wayne.
i love Lil Wayne.

lets go back to the start.

because the beginning, was the best time of my life.





make it this day again.



and this day.




also, this day.



this day an' all.



when i think about it, 2008 was a pretty good year.
started up, then went down down down.
then in summer, it rocketed back up.
14th August (L).
then it was down and up everyday, depending on where i was.
its mostly been up ever since.
well, uh huh.

i am hoping, (yn), and praying, with my whole heart, that 2009 will be good aswell.
and if i am lucky, even better.
i hope it brings me what ive used every eyelash, every first star, every dandelion fairy and all my sixteen birthday candles, to wish for.

i hope it brings everyone happiness, laughter, love, friendship, adventures, new experiences and lots of fun (:

numero uno.

first blog.
exciting stuff ehh.
thought id set up this thing, seemed cool.
ahahaha.

im a very uninteresting, indecisive, freaky, annoying person.
so you might enjoy my blog :)

ill probs not write in this that much.
gonna try.
i will when a) i remember and b) if i dont forget my password :/



do you know these lovely people, in this drawing by the oh so talented Brett Helquist?
i very much hope so.
these are Violet, Klaus and Sunny Baudelaire.
they are orphans.
also, the main characters in thirteen of my favourite books.
A Series of Unfortunate Events.
by the wonderful Lemony Snicket.
or should i say, DANIEL HANDLER!
please dont tell me that i am the only one who thought Lemony Snicket was a real guy?!
anyways, im re-reading all the books.
bought them all, already had three of them though.
on The Ville Village, book seven, just started it though.
if you've not read them, then do it.
i wish i was Violet Baudelaire.
she is an inventor.
but i always always always, ever since i started reading these books, seven years ago, wanted to play her in the movie, if one was ever made.
i can still remember our lunch time conversations in primary six.
:) oh what wonderous memories.
i miss the old me, kinda.
i think i will invest in a ribbon, one just lie Violets, tie up my hair and invent something.
like . . . . . . . something to make alllll the knowledge i need for my prelims, be in my head!
sounds like a good idea to me.

woah.
long blog.
guess im spilling out all my worry onto these pages of my blog.

ive got tons of things i want to talk about right now, things i want to say but im worried that ill run out of ideas for my other blogs. :/
nahhhh, sure ill do fine.

anyone watched Bams Unholy Union?
awesome aint it.
i watched it alll at the weekend but guess what, i watched every episode . . . . . APART FROM THE WEDDING!
mega gutted.
i love Bam, he has nice tattoos.
and Missy is lovely.
i kinda cried a few times through it, it was so lovely.

i hope that one day, i will be able to plan my own wedding.
i hope that i am lucky and worthy enough, to find someone who wants to marry me.
to find someone like . . . . Edward Cullen :D
or Noah Calhoun.
or Mr Darcy.
or even Eric Foreman :)
tbh, marriage is something i have always thought about but i wouldnt mind not getting married, i guess its not that big of a deal anymore.
all i want, is to be someones and for someone to be mines.
to love me, as i am, no matter what.
to be my best friend.

such depressing thoughts!
right, someone tell me to shut up now.
waffling :P ill do that alot btw.

ooo, its there any limits on the length of these things?
cos see if i go 'Publish Post' and it deletes everything, i will actually go mental.
so, i have had an idea, cos im smart like this.
im going to copy it all!
LOL.
[but OMG, you cant copy it! what the hell am i going to do?! (yn) people.]




anywhooooo.
catch you on the flip side.
;)